This is my first blog ever. Lately I've been feeling the urge to start journaling about my life after Brody left us and I feel that now is a good time to start.
Our family just got back from holidays on the island and for the first time since Brody died, I am all alone with Marcus in our house while Mike is at work. Its a strange feeling. Right now Marcus is sleeping and instead of a crying baby, there is silence. I am starting to feel that everything that happened is for real. I am starting to feel real emotions that I lost my son, and that I will never be able to hold him again or watch him grow. To be honest and blunt...today sucks! Well, I had a great morning with a wonderful friend, but this afternoon a wave of emotions is just hitting me. Maybe thats why I decided to start this blog.
Well, life needs to continue and I need to get supper started before my little chief wakes up, so I will write more later.
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